Busy…

Kenshu is coming. In fact, it is this weekend!

“AARGH!”

At this point in time i don’t know whether i should be happy or worried. I am simply running out of time. I have not pack my stuff, there is a meeting later to finalise the details for Kenshu, which i suspect will take quite long and tomorrow is a very confusing and hectic day for me. In fact, i will arrive late for Kenshu and i don’t know what time i will reach. Haiz… Busy…

Now i just wish i can plan out tomorrow’s programme but i can’t! By right, tomorrow i have to report to camp in the morning and book out later in the afternoon. But i don’t know what time i will book out. Even if i do book out, i have to rush home, change into a new set of clothings and rush to attend something. However, i don’t have much info about that something cause that someone has not called me yet to inform me of the details. Than, after that something, i have to rush to the Kenshu venue. Now, rushing around places is okay to me. What i don’t like is that i don have the timings of the things i am doing and i feel that i am not in control. This give me lots of problems as i have to think of ways to get my barang barang to the Kenshu, what to bring to camp and that something such that i will travel light and any final preparations for the Kenshu. Haiz..

But hey, i should not be complaining. After all, from what i have gathered, the other committees planning the Kenshu too is also running out of time and they also have other problems too. Well i guess the only thing is to jia you together and make the Kenshu a good one.

I guess i should now start on my final preparation for Kenshu and get everything settled out real soon…

This week is cursed, i swear.

I guess i have not been catching up with my not-so-close friends, especially the guys over at UDG. Most of the time in camp, it is just “Hi, Bye”. Had i not read Terence’s blog regularly, i would not know that Sean’s mother has passed away on friday night. According to Terence, Sean is taking it in his stride and he seems strong, undefeated by emotions.

I don’t know and i can’t comprehend what is wrong these days. 2 of my friends have lost their loved one this week and i can’t do anything, particularly because i am not in their circle of close friends. It seems like saying or doing anything is useless.

Oh man… i am such a useless asshole.